Satellites

In this universe Forward needs reverse Sure, heaven needs some kind of hell But you said that to truly love somebody You had to despise someone else Now I see it plain Behind me is a chain Mothers who made their mistakes I wonder which parts of me My kids are going to hate Now some memories look new The look on your face, as I left you Pregnant with the start But heavy with the end I can almost hear the drawbridge coming up on my independence I can't be selfish like I wanna be anymore So, while you're filling up on a feast of nothing much Oh, I can remember the taste I might as well be on a trip to the moon Waxing itself at my waist And maybe you're right, it's cool But this satellite will change my rules What if as soon as I can make the time You're old enough to start to say goodbye? The times when I've been foolish Are the ones that I remember best If I could sum it up, I'd only fail A map of the world at full scale would not cover it It's easier to hate the one I was before it all begun But I could never hate you I could never hate you I could never hate you 'Cause you did what you wanted to do I could never hate you I could never hate you I could never hate you 'Cause you did what you wanted to do