Delirious & Deranged

Ok I met you at a point in my life When I was trying to be somebody that I knew I'd always be And you would try your best to help me get by A friend I really needed, a friend I could call home you see The more we sing, the more we grow The more we dream, the less we know But the morning sun don't always have to shine We'll be fine And if I told you how many times that I've tried to take my life Would you view me the same? And if I showed you all of the scars that I've worn over my heart Would you keep me at bay? Cause every time I open up about it, well everyone seems to doubt it Am I delirious & deranged? And if I told you how many times that I've lied to your face when You ask if i'm okay Well I'm not Ou ou ou ou ou ou ou ou Ou ou ou ou ou, yeah yeah yeah yeah Ou ou ou ou ou ou ou ou Ou ou ou ou ou You see you'd help me navigate through the nights When I was feeling out of place and I wanted to go give up You told me "caterpillars aren't born to fly" And metamorphosis ain't a process that you can catalyze The more we sing, the more we grow The more we dream, the less we know But the morning sun don't always have to shine We'll be fine And if I told you how many times that I've tried to take my life Would you view me the same? And if I showed you all of the scars that I've worn over my heart Would you keep me at bay? Cause every time I open up about it, well everyone seems to doubt it Am I delirious & deranged? And if I told you how many times that I've lied to your face when You ask if i'm okay Well I'm not Ou ou ou ou ou ou ou ou Ou ou ou ou ou, yeah yeah yeah yeah Ou ou ou ou ou ou ou ou Ou ou ou ou ou Cause every time I open up about it, well everyone seems to doubt it (Every time, every time, every time) Am I delirious & deranged? (Am I delirious & deranged) And if I told you how many times that I've lied to your face when You ask if i'm okay But I'm not (But I'll say I am though)