Once - way back then when I was young
It felt so easy with someone
I thought I'll never be alone, never again
Home - that's what he told me: he felt home
I could read it all upon
His pretty face that he would always be my friend
I should have listened to that feeling
Then I wouldn't have gone
Their advise was so well-meaning
But in the end it got all wrong
Now I'm standing by the fire again
Among my friends with
Christmas candles, shaking hands
They've got all that I can't be
Alone under my Christmas tree
Snow - when I last saw him it was cold
At least inside me and I froze
From how he talked to me and I cried on his chest
Growth - is what we both needed but oh
Another fight arose, so hopeless
Even though I so much loved him when I left
I should have listened to that feeling
Then I wouldn't have gone
Their advise was so well-meaning
But in the end it got all wrong
Cause I'm standing by the fire again
Among my friends with
Christmas candles, shaking hands
They've got all that I can't be
Alone under my Christmas tree
I'm standing by the fire again
Among my friends with
Christmas candles, shaking hands
They've got all that I can't be
I can't be
Alone under my Christmas tree
