I stay up way too many nights Wondering if I can ever be alright
And music's like my diary
I vent my feelings 'til I fall back asleep
I go out just to come back home
To be honest I love being alone
And people are just boring me
But we live with the same anxiety
It's easier to fall apart
Than to build up what's been torn into pieces
It's peaceful out here in the dark
The world's too messed up for me to live in
And I'm so brutally honest
I'm forever brokenhearted I live with this fear
I've always been this complicated
My therapist says I should stop hating myself
I'll kill them all
I'll kill them all
The worst parts of me
I got so used to wearing my heart on my sleeve
Learned from the start I always leave before they leave
And I'm so used of being used
I'll never learn again so my heart can't be bruised
It's easier to fall apart
Than to build up what's been torn into pieces
It's peaceful out here in the dark
The world's too messed up for me to live in
Now I'm so brutally honest I'm forever brokenhearted
I live with this fear
I've always been this complicated
My therapist says I should stop hating myself
I'll kill them all
I'll kill them all
The worst parts of me
The worst parts of me
The worst parts of me
