I don't know how to convey myself
I wanted you to understand
Oh
But it's not the way you want me to let it out
I don't know how you want me to say it loud
Oh
All the doubt - you lay on my shoulders backing out
I try to run away, you let me down
Again, again and again
At night
I cry 'cause I'm out of sight
Thankful that I'm still alive
'Cause in the closet the rope's pulled tight
I just wanna play my part now that I think of it
I just wanna go on without you
I just wanna wilt away and decay a bit
I just wanna hear something I never knew
I just wanna be alive for a single day
I just wanna see my karma come through
I just wanna be alive for a single day
I just wanna live without feeling forced to
I just want to be alive for a day
I just want to live for a day
I just want to be alive for a day
I just want to live for a day
I just want to be alive for a day
I just want to live for a day
I just want to be alive for another day
