The Love Still Remains Lost (feat. Adil, Drewseph & Vxn Dxtxh)

I said the love, it don't live here, it's crippled in a wheelchair Mic check, one two I said the love, it don't live here, it's crippled in a wheelchair Uh huh My nigga Yoska On the boards This the real spill Talk to them dun You remind me of the times when I never lacked on myself I know your struggle's real, I couldn't sit and ask you for help Like are you shittin' me? You should be sittin' askin' yourself Like the imagery that's suitin' your needs actually helps I've been chewed up, spun out, left inside of the mud It's not my fault you can't make blessings outta your love I'm goin' high and above Struggle is where I'm from The hustles what I've become Ain't nothin' to be the one I was twelve, runnin' away from my demons, pointin' the gun What's the hold over? Gettin' pulled over from nine to one I would rap till my voice start hurting, sorcerer tongue Spread fire on the mic with a torch and it burst a lung I feel disregarded, switchin' to a victim, hit a different target Empty as a cell in a prison, but yet they still rewarded TV screens blast pictures wicked and gettin' morbid Still screaming Lookin' like where's Waqar when you need him? In my head, daydreamin' I go to war with my demons Since a kid, I imagine the sea and sharks in the deep end Told me pay homage? I'ma supply dollars to islands With the way I'm movin', they couldn't front like I be stylin' In these streets wildin', thinkin' of ways to eat while I dream dollars As the role models I follow would only speak knowledge Need guidance, always stay talkin', I like to keep silent In my department, it's only Spartans, we was raised violent Told em' we not the same, cause I'm different than you We playin' checkers, I play chess, that's why I'm thinkin' it through Make it fizzy every time, I mix the gin with the juice Your life a hoose, I know you're lyin' when you say it's the truth I see a lion in the mirror every time that I look So take a journey through my mind and find it's leavin' you shook Rewind the beats to play it back until I'm findin' a hook This is the chronicles, you witnessin' the life of a crook There is no honor in just givin' up and livin' so indecently These voices in my head are comin' true and tryin' to speak to me Livin' on the edge, you'll witness things that you don't need to see, I looked at where I've been and it showed me right where I need to be Please believe the truth that I tell, son, I am warnin' you Make the right moves in this life, do what you oughta do Dancin' with the devil in strife, what does he offer you? Never sell your soul for a price, make it impossible Aiyyo, it be a so-called brother, leave you dead in that ditch Eye on your breath, price in your head and lead to your chick Our race dying from the pettiest shit They take iron, blaze firing, make tyrants off emptying clips retaining violence? That's the devil's work An angel's guidance even never works These nations become divided when that tec'll burst Yo, what is this metal worth that's in the meta-earth? My head hurts from hearin' megahertz, yo Searchin' for better, yet it's gettin' worse, Presently, I exert the force of its life-like energy With hindsight memory Beyond the right identity It should be a crime of how I sentence, from the phlegm to the head of me These gems that I send to thee, are from the soul Cause I blend energy Perceptibly, I'm in control, they tried endin' me Forgetting me as a whole, with halves and quarters Pretended to be my greatest foe, with a lasting disorder And in order to be successful in the game, you gotta grind When the sun don't shine When the pork turn to swine There's a lot of bullshit that's out here, that's on my mind Like, why the fuck I can't get this in real-time? That's okay, though I'ma be great, yo, despite the hate I'ma give my mom a crib that's overlooking the lake I'ma get her a bigger house and estate All you niggas that talk back on me dog? Go and watch your fate, motherfucker My heart's in the basement, my weekend's at an all-time low I'm Ziggy-started, shit the hardest when I'm writin' flows Y'all are bitin' flows, but mine are bitin', yo Yeah, I'm lighting it with writin' My lines are strikin' bro I'm gettin' wasted Don't got much choices Don't see no faces Just hearin' voices And they're all hatin' They say I'm pointless What I've been chasin's, left me rejoiceless Guitar hero, 24-7 Used to be y'all's hero Lately, I just been forgettin' as I ride away Livin' somewhere south of heaven Take it day by day, just dealin' with depression Shot after shot, guess I'll never learn my lesson Goin' shot for shot, is my mental state lessons But, spittin' with Adil, got me wishin' for that feel When I was itchin' for a deal Hungry for a clout, never was skippin' meals And all that evergreen we were envisionin' the mil's And just livin' in the hills Now, life is rough, yeah, shit is really real Love don't live here Hate is what my heart is filled with Shit, bitch, what you spit is whack And it hurt when I heard it from Big Mac He said, your potential is crazy, but would you quit being lazy? It opened up my eyes and now I'm Slim Shady Yeah, give em' the shot, they tripped, then they droppin' the ball, funny how they stand tall when they watchin' you fall I won already, they was plottin' to draw Black hoodie, black shoes, black mask They won't stop em' at all I studied the game Before you niggas muddied my name I feel numb for them times, this was nothin' but pain Tried to stay calm, I ain't always bloody my blade No more hands out, cause, nigga, I just wanna get paid I watch shit, we was young, it was nothin' to save Let the lyrics shake the ground, it'll fuck up your grave Them stomach pains, niggas hunger for days It was nothin' to praise That's real shit, I'm really stuck in my ways Roll a four, five, six, then get stacks on a strip Walkin' between life and death like the Lazarus chick I'm more refined, n iggas way more savage with this My feet on ground, shaky, nigga, I could happen to slip I play the shadows in a cup My name Grim, but I was rappin' with a dutch Spit heroine, happens rapid with a rush Fate in my face so close that I could grab it with a touch Make a mistake, then niggas become stagnant with a crutch I happen to shine Race done, I'm passin' the line I'm fully aware, that I could grow in half of the time You niggas couldn't fuck with me, if you actually tried This a war, we survivors You the casualty side, my nigga I said the love it don't live here It's cripped in a wheelchair I still hear my honest thoughts They honesty are real clear They told me don't keep givin', if they don't pour back I'm barely livin', keep takin' out, when I should just stack They puttin' on acts, dog, so why should I? A lot of times I gave out Took out my last, when I really just trying to grind Lost money tryin' to please those, who don't respect me When I die, those same people will say, he was a blessing They say he was a blessing Until he learned his fucking lesson Word born nigga