Black and white
Polaroid of my
Naked body I
Have nobody I
Can give it to
I threw
Every thought of you
Into the lake there's too
Too much at stake I lose
Every time
Maybe I'm lonely
Maybe I'm not
Maybe I chose this
Maybe I thought
That if you didn't want me nothing could be worse
That you couldn't hurt me if I did it first
There isn't much time left
Says the internet
In that blue light I get
Worried that I might let
It slip away from me
All of my energy
Wasted on empty dreams
Of people who never mean
What they say
Maybe I'm broken
Maybe I'm not
Maybe I chose this
Maybe I thought
That if you didn't want me nothing could be worse
That you couldn't hurt me if I did it first
