Phantom

Watch them disappear They fade from memory Fade into the darkness Like they were never here Pain I don't want you But I need you Shame Surrounds me, oh We're all dust Just floating through the cosmos Why do I allow this to hurt The stars are going out They're never coming back We're chasing after shadows And living with the ghosts Pain I don't want you But I need you Shame Surrounds me, oh We're all dust Just floating through the cosmos Why do I allow this to hurt I'm a phantom Watch me disappear I'm a phantom Watch me disappear I'm a phantom Watch me disappear Watch me disappear Yet still I'm waiting for Someone to notice me To prove that I exist To feel like I'm still here Looking up into the sky Terrified to make a sound Ashamed you have this power over me Cognitive distortions start Catastrophizing poisoned lies Reality is rarely what is seems The words you said ring in my head The words you said ring in my head The words you said ring in my head And haunt me