Closure

Yo Ma Kxzia's Outside I've been thinking Maybe life's not really how they put it Wanna put my all knowing I couldn't Damn I've been thinking If I keep going bout all my problems not figuring out why I'm feeling the way that i'm feeling Man I've been thinking Fuck a cake bitch I really need healing They don't really care bout' how i'm feeling I've been chillin blowing to the ceiling Man I Had to think about my pops Rest in peace man I know he can feel this Said kezia what the fuck you on How you push with this damage you're dealing? Swear to god you had my back Till you turned your back on me I don't want to feel no more Ima sit and smoke my weed You are not my queen no more Damn you really lost your king I don't wanna feel no more I don't wanna feel a thing I don't wanna feel no more I don't wanna feel no more (I don't wanna feel a thing) I don't wanna feel no more I don't wanna feel no more (I don't wanna feel a thing) Had this thought that I lost her Can't tell if I'm relaxed or bothered Can't say it wasn't love I want to say fuck you but I meant what I said to your father Now I guess that it's onto another Even talked about you with my mother Damn you really had me in my bag Damn I should've I listened to my brothers Taking pills I don't know if they work How the fuck I'ma love when I'm hurt Why the fuck did you give me a thought Why the fuck did you talk to me first Told them niggas I needed your love And with you I didn't know my worth Niggas out there was calling me soft Damn your love was a gift and a curse Swear she's leading me to my death I cannot let her do that uh uh I'm in the mix with my set Yeah we tryna make a bag And I blame myself For not leaving as soon as that shit got bad Damn I lost myself I had to get myself back Swear to god you had my back Till you turned your back on me I don't want to feel no more ima sit and smoke my weed You are not my queen no more, damn you really lost your king I don't wanna feel no more I don't wanna feel a thing I don't wanna feel no more I don't wanna feel no more (I don't wanna feel a thing) I don't wanna feel no more I don't wanna feel no more (I don't wanna feel a thing)