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You better watch for my triggers If you'll push my little buttons You don't wanna see me destructing myself You're talking like you're gonna lose yourself If you let someone help you Ye go be yourself you fucking twat I feel like I change for them all the time but no one changes for me Argh! That's enough End of the line You want to be enough for someone But am I fucking enough for you? Or course not Why would I ever be? Tried to be mature enough and give you a hand But you keep raising your fists Oh u don't wanna see me at that stage Revenge will get you eventually? I am before that definition Now it's your time to let go And not looking for vengeance I'll get revenge on you But believe me it's not worth it paying it back You're better than that I swear Everyone's talking smart ass shit Like forgiveness comes so natural You don't wanna see me at that stage I was delicate but you don't wanna see me pissed Immature brat I did that to you That was fair play You deserved it Oh I wish I could fucking kill but I can't I am forced to live with the thought they are alive Wanna kill without consequences Can't forgive so I wanna kill If we lived a few hundred years earlier I wouldn't even wonder I would massacre you and run away Wanna kill Wanna kill Wanna kill Wanna kill Wanna kill Wanna kill Wanna kill Wanna kill Wanna kill Wanna kill Wanna kill Wanna kill Wanna kill Wanna kill Wanna kill Wanna kill Everyone's talking smart ass shit Like forgiveness comes so natural I am scared and doing it anyway Wanna win at my lowest Truth isn't true I ain't fit? I'm making my own place I got nothing to lose But everything to gain I was dreaming that I woke up It is not big ego Killing everything anywhere I go I'm not a human I'm just a product I am a walking robot and caffeine addict I am punishing myself for fucking around I am pushing myself so I can sell myself as a product I feel like I'm gambling my passion Every time I dig I'm thinking about giving up But I don't It's been over 1 year of my therapy Come again? I'm fine no worries Come again? It's been okay thank you Come again? It's fine I'm fine okay Speak up I feel like I cant Speak up I feel like Speak up Like I cant forgive Speak up I feel like I can't forgive myself the most All these fucking years being wasted Like I couldn't just stop being punk-ass and fucking listen Oh my god, You don't wanna see me as a perfectionist It's me vs me so I'm praying for success or my fucking death I feel like I forgave everyone around But I can't forgive myself the most I was dreaming that I woke up