I'LL STILL THROW A PUNCH FALLING BACKWARDS

I couldn't give this shit up if I tried If I ever said I could, then I lied It's the way I stick with it through thick and thin It's bleak, it's grim, and I'm still standing And I'll still throw a punch falling backwards And if it brings me to my knees It's a bad religion and I love it It makes me wanna die, it makes me wanna thrive It makes me wanna cry 'cause when I cry I feel alive And you won't understand it ever, you won't understand There's a hole inside me And sometimes it's dark And sometimes it shines, but it's always heavy And this whole damn time I've been tryna find A piece of mine, my peace of mind, my peace of mind I couldn't give this shit up if I tried If I ever said I could, then I lied If I ever said I could, then I lied (could, then I lied) There's a hole inside me And sometimes it's dark And sometimes it shines, but it's always heavy And this whole damn time I've been tryna find A piece of mine, my peace of mind, my peace of mind I couldn't give this shit up if I tried If I ever said I could, then I lied It's the way I stick with it through thick and thin It's bleak, it's grim, and I'm still standing (mm-mm) And I'll still throw a punch falling backwards