Insomnia

Insomnia, insomnia Damn it, I can't go to sleep now Close my eyes for a second Tryna picture myself drowning in the deep now Tryna focus on the sound of rain Attacking all my windows from the rain clouds 3.30 and I'm wide awake I'm going for another day Eyes wide open, I've been here before Tryna shut em, disappear into the fog But every time I shut em close I cannot seem to stop And overthink of what I don't control Control freak, got me in a mess How can I relax when all I feel is stress? How can I be happy when I feel depressed Do this to myself, I'm learning from the best Walking on the edge of my mind I can't even see a tightrope If I stumble I'ma plummet down Into a void I'm falling in a spiral All these visions they be crossing my mind As I'm looking at my iPhone Gotta wake up in a couple hours How will I do it? Hell if I know My eyes red, vision bloodshed I got death standing on my doorstep Eyes baggy from the weight I carry I got hella baggage, need to use a forklift I'm the only person I judge I don't trust people saying I'm perfect My mind's running up a circus Gotta shut it off and go to sleep But I got Insomnia, insomnia Damn it, I can't go to sleep now Close my eyes for a second Tryna picture myself drowning in the deep now Tryna focus on the sound Of rain attacking all my windows from the rain clouds 3.30, and I'm wide awake imma go on for another day Insomnia, insomnia, Damn it, I can't go to sleep now Close my eyes for a second Tryna picture myself drowning in the deep now Tryna focus on the sound of rain attacking all my windows from the rain clouds 3.30, and I'm wide awake Imma go on for another day Drifting off, mind stutters, I feel lost, I wonder How do I fall into a slumber, rumbling through options I can't seem to find one They say I should take some melatonin, that should calm me down and help to keep my mind numb But I'm too afraid to take it, I don't want my sleep to be dependent on no drugs Staring at my eyelids, trusting in the process, but I don't see any progress And the feeling's kinda hard to digest, my stomach hurt, haven't eaten Had nothing but apples on the weekend They say just an apple every day, keeps doctors all away, but not if that's all that you had All that I have planned out, I ain't really even tryna stand out I just overthink a lot before I sleep and sometimes I tend to bring the pad out Write a few songs and record them, keep at it till 7 in the morning I ain't passing out until I do this song, whether right or wrong, I can't cause I got Insomnia, insomnia, damn it I can go to sleep now Close my eyes for a second, tryna picture myself drowning in the deep now Tryna focus on the sound of rain attacking all my windows from the rain clouds 3.30 and i'm wide awake, Imma go on for another day Insomnia, insomnia, damn it I can't go to sleep now Close my eyes for a second, tryna picture myself drowning in the deep now Tryna focus on the sound of rain attacking all my windows from the rain clouds 3.30 and i'm wide awake, Imma go on for another day Don't fall asleep, Don't fall asleep It's not safe to go to the place unknown They take your heart, they take your soul They'll take you away Insomnia, insomnia, damn it I can go to sleep now Close my eyes for a second, tryna picture myself drowning in the deep now Tryna focus on the sound of rain attacking all my windows from the rain clouds 3.30 and i'm wide awake, Imma go on for another day Insomnia, insomnia, damn it I can go to sleep now Close my eyes for a second, tryna picture myself drowning in the deep now Tryna focus on the sound of rain attacking all my windows from the rain clouds 3.30 and i'm wide awake, Imma go on for another day