Tryna live a life
But the fog's so thick
Feel the clog in my brain
Hold my breath through the pain
Not a lot of options
To try to calm the panic
I won't ever turn to drugs
I could never be a manic
'N i'm not so sorry
I'm so sorry
Can't you see a body?
Ima make it high
I feel like a nobody
Makin' me cry
Turned out
I'm who's makin' me sad
And a lotta hate
I'm not all that they said
I'll eliminate
Only elevate my shit
I think about you when i'm drowning in my thoughts
Every second that i'm living i feel lost
Have you got a restart button?
The game i'm playing keeps sayin
They tell me that i lost it
I lost it
It's so cold at night
I wanna feel this light
That they say feels so good
I wish i could
I bury the truth
Not willing to lose
What you thought of me
I need you to see
I'm so buried within
The layers so thick
You'd have to fly away
To see what was left
