Yeah, feeling like my soul bleeding
I pop a xan to go to sleep, and that's on most evenings
This world is like a holy war, who got the most demons
Know I grew up watching fizzles off the dope leaning
Maza water on me froze yeah, I'm the most freezing
Criminality we're not civilians
I named myself Millyz when I was broke
Because I knew that I'd make millions
Came up serving green and white, I felt like I'm Brazilian
Came up serving green and white, I felt like I'm Nigerian
Resilience, that's all I ever know, what I'm accustomed to
And if my brodie say that he don't fuck with them
I be like fuck 'em too
Fresh as ever, I might pop out in some Prada shades and custom suits
They blew at the plug over them birds, he had to duck a few
Pistol on me, comfortable, the opps are sweet as Dunkaroos
Had to send that lightning at him, show him what the thunder do
No, you can't respond to dudes, especially when they under you
Seven figures running through, and we ain't sharing none with you
Nobody said this life gets easier
I pour this red rum in my cup to kill the pain away
They used to show me love, but they don't feel the same today
Saw the fire in my heart, I put that flame away
Feel like they love you when you losing more
I pour it up and let my soul bleed
I light one up and let my soul bleed
I'm tip-toeing off that drank to get my soul clear
Feel out of place cause it's some people I don't know here
I can't read lips, I can't read your mind, so I don't hear, wow
I sip that drank cause I feel better when I'm up
And if you say it's up, then it's stuck, nah
If I give you my soul, it still ain't enough
Can you teach me how to let you love me, I don't know how
They like nigga how you knew you was gon' make it, I didn't
If they pull that stick and get to stickin' bitch you know I'm with it
They like baby what it feel like to be here, it's been a minute
I don't know how I'm supposed to feel, pain added over years
And it feels like I'm paying for your love, and I probably am
At my funeral walking around as a hologram
And if I live my life for you, I'll be a dying man
And at times that shit get hard, but
Nobody said this life gets easier
I pour this red rum in my cup to kill the pain away
They used to show me love, but they don't feel the same today
Saw the fire in my heart, I put that flame away
Feel like they love you when you losing more, yeah
I pour it up and let my soul bleed
I light one up and let my soul bleed
