Figure It Out

Grow a little sicker Every single day I wake up in this place I fuckin hate I wanna kill myself Why don't you just go ahead And take the blade And the take the pain away I put it to my throat I wanna kill myself My whole life has been such a mess I can't figure it out I can't take anymore of this Bruised and broken Who have I become Scars wide open What do I believe Words unspoken Is this all I need I've been finding a way To figure it out I've been beaten Woken Who have I become I've been chosen What do I believe Eyes wide open Is this all I need I've been finding a way To figure it out Without you Grow a little older Dig a little deeper Not 6 foot A little steeper There's a hole inside of me Went to church with demons Wasn't hard to see them With my two eyes And with my one mouth I say to Go fuck yourself My whole life has been such a mess I can't figure it out I can't take anymore of this Bruised and broken Who have I become Scars wide open What do I believe Words unspoken Is this all I need I've been finding a way To figure it out I've been beaten Woken Who have I become I've been chosen What do I believe Eyes wide open Is this all I need I've been finding a way To figure it out Without you Why me, God Tell me, God Why me, God Tell me, God Why me Tell me, God Why, me Bruised and broken Who have I become Scars wide open What do I believe Words unspoken Is this all I need I've been finding a way To figure it out I've been beaten Woken Who have I become I've been chosen What do I believe Eyes wide open Is this all I need I've been finding a way To figure it out Without you My whole life has been such a mess I can't take anymore of this Ahhhhh Fuck this