Contemplating (Rescue Me)

Another morning, the same ceiling There's no way out to this feeling Guess I'm always bound to end up here It's part of me No fight there, to spare me Me thoughts closed off, for it could be's Guess I'm always bound to end up here Away from me Praying let this end, in circles Praying let this end Praying let this end, in circles Praying let this end And I just sit here alone, gasping for air And it feels like there is no way out of here Is this what she would want Is this what they deserve Can you read me, I need someone to rescue me Someone rescue me Someone rescue me I fear there's no way out of here And I just sit here alone, gasping for air And it feels like there is no way out of here Is this what she would want Is this what they deserve Can you read me, I need someone to rescue me Someone rescue me Someone rescue me There's so much noise, inside my head And I can't tell who to believe. Close to the edge, is where they're pushing me Who'd even care if I disappeared Breathe in You should kill yourself Just wake up Breathe out And go out in flames This isn't real Breathe In Nobody ever cared for you You're in a nightmare Breathe out You're all alone And it will pass Breathe in You should kill yourself And it's hard to get out Breathe out And go out in flames But you will Breathe In Nobody ever cared for you You always have Breathe out You always will I'm sick of it all, but my eyes are firmly stuck to the wall Inside my head, every thought from before Is screaming for relief or nothingness Nobody knows, that the ending may be all too close And we will long for the days when we thought That you and me, we are invincible I know I want to see you smile again ...voice mail And I just sit here alone, it all seemed so real And I realize there is a way out for me Feel myself calming down, now let's take a deep breath I can read you, you'll survive the day with me (JUST WAKE UP) (THIS ISN'T REAL) Survive the day with me You'll survive the day with me