Yesterday

If I cut you too deep in the past, I'm sorry If I mess up your healing too fast, I'm sorry Let's get it I got brothers that live in the sky I got tired of just saying goodbye You got tired of just hearing me lie Lord, I know you remember the time Michael Jackson remember the time My side they got it, let it get harder Life with the M, ain't gon' throw me a sign If I play with my life, I'ma lose it all I can't live with my back on the wall You don't get that much time on the call They don't care about your feelings at all They don't care about your kids at all They don't care about that bid at all I ain't tryna go volleyball Back and forth with them like I did yesterday I end up crashing out too bad Yesterday, thinking like "How could I do that?" Yesterday, me through it all, I can't throw my life away Me through it all for sure I can't block out them haters This talk don't want us to change They love when it rain When it come to your people, they tell you they keeping it plain When it really ain't Every night I'ma pray to the Father that's healing my pain I got no complaints Even though I've been feeling the same I throw out all them percs away 'cause I see I'm a man without 'em Yeah I can't lie but I thought about it What's the point of me leaving now? Gotta pray for my son I got brothers that live in the sky I got tired of just saying goodbye You got tired of just hearing me lie Lord, I know you remember the time Michael Jackson, remember the time That's how they got it A lot of it get hard A lot of what they have ain't gonna throw me aside That line ain't even tied I'm knowing my grandmama proud Stay down and watch my money pile up I'm focusing on my money problems It's bigger than that Got my foot in the door No more doubling Back here I'm winding Hey, you all here got walking with me Now I pull up the beat by the whinin' They say the jeweler just dropped me a hundred There's clarity in every diamond I talk to God a lot It get hard a lot But I know he behind me And I can't change up I went hard and put the work in how I came up Now everybody want a slice of this like Kimbo A hundred times been at my lowest to my limbo And every time they see me fall They watch me get up I know they praying I fall again I told them "Bet up" You know I give my all every time I'm doing better Better, better, better Yeah Two time I got brothers that live in the sky I got tired of just saying goodbye You got tired of just hearing me lie Lord, I know you remember the times My contention remember the time I talk to God a lot It get hard a lot But I know he behind me If I play with my life, I'ma lose it all I can't live with my back on the wall You don't get that much time on the call They don't care about your feelings at all They don't care about your kids at all They don't care about it being at all I ain't trying to go volleyball No, we're making food for them like I did yesterday Let's go I ain't no crashin', I'm too bad Yesterday Thinking like, how could I do that? Yesterday Been through it all I can't throw my life away Been through it all for sure