What's this feeling?
Lay back, watch the ceiling
Some call me miserable
I'll drown in this bottle
Consume this bottle
I (don't) know why I always feel like this
I (don't) know why rejection tastes like this
Why do I feel like this
My heads in such a mess
What's this feeling?
Lay back, watch the ceiling
Some call me miserable
I'll drown in this bottle
(Go away) No restraint it's undeniable
(Go away) Shaped this way I'm unreliable
I'm unreliable
Self loathing, it's indescribable
Reject!!
Tossed aside I'm stuck in my ways
Dissolving the way it tastes
Hurt
My-self
Again
I don't know why I always feel like this
I don't know why rejection tastes like this
Why do I feel like this
My heads in such a mess
Fractured internally
So high where do I turn
Fractured externally
Addictions mighty burn
Fractured internally
I don't where I'll turn
Fractured externally
I guess I'll feel this burn
