Fireworks

I'm not in the mood tonight Even though I'm by your side Sitting on the ceiling you and I If I jump would I fly? Now I even hurt the sky Sometimes I hate the rain I'll always wanna be in your life No matter what it takes I'm not in the mood tonight I couldn't look you in the eye Sitting on the ceiling you and I If jump would I fly? I just hate to see you cry More when I've caused the pain I hate to have to let it die I promise that I want to change All these fireworks above us And you were looking at me I never knew what I had Until I blew everything I guess I'm a mess myself And I deserve less than all your help but I All those fireworks above us Were gone in a flame I'm not in the mood tonight I couldn't look you in the eye Sitting on the ceiling you and I If I fell would I fly? I lost you as a friend and for how it all happened And now That all I feel is shame I feel this rain coming down I'm not in the mood believe me That roof's too high for me Kintsugi doesn't work with people You're gold but you're not for me All these fireworks above us And you were looking at me I never knew what I had Until I blew everything I guess I'm a mess myself And I deserve less than all your help All those fireworks above us Were gone in a flame All those fireworks above us And you were looking at me I never knew what I had Until I fucked everything I guess I'm a mess myself And I deserve less than all your help But all those fireworks above us Were gone in a flame