Emptied out on the balcony
A distant hum in the quiet street
I breathe in what i need to breathe
A flicker in the dark
A photo of what used to be
A ghost trapped in a body
I don't think i'm supposed to be
Showing up like this
You can have your way with me
Blood and guts and atrophy
Give me a lobotomy
To make me feel ok
Swear myself to secrecy
The silence is the death of me
And i could only let it be
Turning in the worst way
A rotten fruit a fallen tree
A curse for all eternity
I gave you every bit of me
I swore i could just
Float away
If i could have a time machine
I'd hold myself as a baby
I hope that she'd be proud of me
Hope i didn't let her down
