The Silver Lining

Radiant silence is chasing me down Palpable sadness has given away to a much more serenity Burning from the inside out Welcome to the orphan world Welcome to the orphan world I don't fear I deceive myself When the sun freezes inside the loop My name will cover the soil with ashes Alleviate intensity of playing dead And shadow remains outlines of the empty city Drinking wine from the sparks of shooting stars So many twists and I lost my way A doomed attempt to melt away Pain is encrypted in mazes Obsessive bitterness of comfort O, thin line of light, don't be born again Merge with the silence and let go I have to hold on to nothing Resistance died down My heart is bruised, almost dead Oppressed by the mistakes I always try to avoid Words of shame Expecting not to be I'm begging you don't trust me It will end in tears again See me flying through the Hydra constellation I am planemo, my gravity belongs to nothing This is escape from thy microlensing And then my proplid can hide Inside the desecrated coldest orphan The desecrated coldest orphan Drinking wine from the sparks of shooting stars So many twists and I lost my way A doomed attempt to melt away Pain is encrypted in mazes Obsessive bitterness of comfort O, thin line of light, don't be born again Merge with the silence and let go I have to hold on to nothing