Hotel

I'm checking in and out like a hotel Say goodbye that I'm saying oh well In my prime but it feel like a hell From a place where the snow won't melt When you look around but get no help What a cell Ship be sinking, it be drinking Got a hole at the bottom, no shrinking When it's all at the bottom, it's. The day before that seemed like a year ago But five years back, looking like a week ago I need my time stamp, tell me where and we can go I need my mind back, it'll be a miracle They saying that's wack, you tell them it's Biblical All the chaos, more than just political Most of my life seem to be satirical Cynical of everything they thinking so critical And it go and it draining But our life is so much like a painting Beautiful in the craft and the shaping Interpreted by the ones we debating Inhabited by the fears it's containing Maliciousness and we full of our gaining Antithesis of the way we created Mischievous in our ways and I hate it Ticking, ticking time bomb Set the clock then I'm off Look around they all scoff, dang Ticking, ticking time bomb Paranoia won't stop Nausea will come up, drain Ticking, ticking time bomb Wiring is all wrong Fires when I short out, bang Ticking, ticking time bomb Will I ever give it up Brain can't Checking in and out like a hotel Say goodbye that I'm saying oh well In my mind but it feel like a hell From a place where the snow won't melt When you look around but get no help Yeah, what a sell, yeah Ship be sinking, it been drinking Got a hole at the bottom, no shrinking When the soul at the bottom it's. Look back on introspection Wasn't filled and null of wisdom Yeah, let go your inhibitions Stack them up past the door, yeah Then weight like snowy blizzard Come and topple your door, yeah All along, that weight you carry You didn't know you could let go Like a hundred million dollars fell in your lap And all to be done was accepting this gift It was something so great that it costed a Life To wash over yours, dry erase with a wipe And to give you a home like a family tree And the soul let it play like a grand symphony Radio the relay when you're finally free Never back as a captive Hotels and shackles, leaving, arriving When saying it's inviting, enticing the most But lead to the grave, empty it leaves Forever He stays, unless to 'Mashiach Forsake your mind, pre-op, before the lies Before deception when you were just spirit a presence In heaven and once like a child With wondrous wisdom, not stuck in our ways And hindered by the prison Hotel, oh well Prices rising higher like the wholesale Shots are getting fired, world is so frail Like we sitting in the fryer as we grow pale Do we see things Deeper than the physical meaning Illustrations, implications on the screening Serving only to distract us from our seeking All the distractions, fractions from actions Need to repent and just stop Leaving my head and go somewhere else I need to reflect, I got to Be in the moment, live in the present Told it's a present, I know Looking for wisdom like it was hidden Only find out that it's not Do we fall back in the same lane Like wisdom was the casualty for the namesake Heart is so fragile that it may break Can we ever get out of these name games Do we Decide to love one another They be making us feel like a number