Something Had To Change

I'm in a two-seater Tryna write some hooks to these verses Can't say I'm trickin' but the way I'm puttin' money in purses I think she using me I'm gettin' my heart broken as usual My friends still saying that a nigga delusional Girl you beautiful This grindin' for your heart got me tired It's just my time you had acquired If this your job then you fired, or just retire me It's crazy cause you kinda inspire me I love this rap shit, I'm usin' it as my little diary How you checkin' up? Crazy, cause I really don't give a fuck I'm outside, you can push me down, she'll pick me up You're a pick me girl Crazy cause you picked me to rock your world You're like an Enderpearl, the way I tossed ya ass to the side boo Just like Minecraft I need a diamond hoe on my side too The way she suck it up I thought the girl had took out her teeth and shit I'm talkin' recent shit I fuck her when I'm free This that weekend dick I'm in and out of cities, workin' hard but we movin' quick I have respect for women Ultra respect for women But then, I was liking this girl in town And i'm extra nice, you know Extra gentleman And i'm extra just like Oh you're beautiful, and you deserve the best And she told me I was too nice I couldn't believe it She said we wouldn't work because I was too nice That was the ultimate stab in the back So I went through a week of just going Forget it, i'm just gonna be like them I'm workin' hard to put on my family I want my dream girl, but damn she only live in my fantasy Well actually, I'm layin' right beside her in bed I like to cuddle with her, she can use my chest for her head Fuck what I said Maybe it's just cause I'm thinkin' ahead I love to think about you girl, it's like you live in my head Your presence I felt Damn All this damage I dealt I'm glad I fell in love with you, this shit was good for my health Mentally, I love our chemistry, we bonded so instantly My heart is like a puzzle, and your heart had the missing piece You missin' me? Damn I kinda see what our friends said Everytime I fall in love I start to live in my damn head But that's great No matter how it falls I won't lose faith I'm in and out of cities, in her mouth just like toothpaste Well oops Bae I'm really tryna do the impossible I thought I had the play but now I'm callin' the audible Girl I'm profitable You know I made some racks off of music I'm sayin', "Mentally I'm here" But it's my mental I'm losing My life is confusing Yet same time, this shit is amusing The way they sleepin' on me I might name my next album Snoozin' Was really chillin' but my exes tried to paint me the villain Was really fightin' for their love (I lost that fight like I'm Krillin) I'm wheelin' and dealin' I'm only tryna break through the ceiling I fell in love with you for you so can you see how I'm feelin'? Or where I'm comin' from? Confrontation what I was runnin' from I'm runnin' from the world because my past I've learned nothing from I think I'm done I just wanna work on my mental I really want you by my side that's why I'm treating you gentle Come be my lady In the future we can have us a baby I think my chances with you really getting slimmer than Shady I'm hoping I'm wrong Cause baby I would not do you wrong I tore a Paige right out your book that's why I'm writing this song