Are You Happy?

I think about us in a different way A bit of therapy and years of space Now I think about you all the time Wishing we could rewind Do you think fondly of our time back in Long Beach? You whispered softly "you're what makes my heart beat" Pulled me in close Held me to the bed post Are you happy now? You held it down you were my anchor Wish we'd done things in a different way Wish I'd never walked you out We ain't perfect but I'd start again Would you start again? How long did it take to move on? If I'm honest I did not I'm embarrassed that I lost ya We had it all but I was scared Oh I was scared If I could go back I'd have gotten help fast Wasn't ready to give you what you want I'm getting better at the cost of our forever Are you happy now? You held it down you were my anchor Wish we'd done things in a different way Wish I'd never walked you out We ain't perfect but I'd start again Would you start again? I think about us in a different way A bit of therapy and years of space Now I think about you all the time Wishing we could rewind You held it down you were my anchor Wish we'd done things in a different way Wish I'd never walked you out We ain't perfect but I'd start again Would you start again?