Writer's Block

Ooh Yeah I'ma just call this "Writer's Block" Yeah Quarter million in invoices, I'm hearing voices Gotta live with my friends' choices, can't endorse it We was supposed to bend twin Porsches and then- Eatin' oysters, meetin' lawyers Me and the streets divorcing One-man army, no reinforcement Dodgin' karma from three abortions Thuggin' so hard like we enjoyed it .45 on me like 23 and Jordan Paper longer than Pippen's arms, wingspan Came up with a whole team full of shooters, but we ain't playin' Throw it up, I took off from the block like Steve Francis Fronted us, so he thought he could tax it, so we ain't pay him That was my first advance, fuck it, it's worth a chance From dead broke to up, had to count 'til I hurt my hand Shorty had broke my heart, was a while 'fore I heard again If I did, I don't remember shit, I was on several Xans That was the darkest times Fuck that shit It's difficult starting over, you gotta start were you are Head and heart full of scars Catchin' charge after charge Tired of takin' losses, I celebrate breakin' even Been yellin' out, "Grind hard," I ain't ever say it was easy You niggas ain't never know me for hesitatin', just squeezin' They lie to y'all, then the devil make you believe 'em The streets ain't nothin' but pain', put no trust in the game I was really outside, used to love to hustle in the rain Might've just got a job if I knew just what it'd bring Nah, I ain't want no L, so who the fuck I'ma blame? Even when it seemed like it was all bad, it was all good Standin' on all ten, shootin' all 17 I got stuck with some dirt and my phone, it don't never ring Swear I just need a plug and I put that on everything The apartment on Bell Road with nobody there but Bing I ain't sleep for two years straight, I forgot that I had a dream Front page of the newspaper, extended my magazine Shit, I was stuck then too Fuck around with Dot and them Got back in school I needed some more shit to write about I don't regret nothing, fuck it It's history 'Fore you know where you going, you gotta know where you been