Not Coming Home

But I'm all alone Fear is all I see It's then, you remind me You're always by my side (yeah) And you love me completely (Ayo, metal, turn it up) but you're already tired Sometimes I feel like it's me all alone I can't find a way out, there's no way to go So much on my plate, I can't take it no more Should I give this all up, but it's all that I know All that I know, so much pain inside, but I can't let it show Tell the fan that I love 'em, I'm not coming home I'm not coming home Yeah, sometimes I question why I'm on this planet And why this life make it so difficult to understand it I feel sorry for the things that I take for granted All the blessings I've been handed, still feeling stranded Disadvantage, nothin' goin' as I planned it Beauty still behind the madness where I'm standin' Life about balance, no upper-handed The love you supply, not the love you demand it So, breathin' in, breathin' out I promise you gon' see it if you don't see it now If my dog goin' through it, well, I hope you reachin' out Even if I don't say it, no, you still make me proud Know I'm doin' better, know I'm doin' worse We all goin' through it, a blessing and a curse I know it hurts, yeah, I know it hurts When you cryin' on the inside, don't show it first Thank you, Lord Yeah Fear is all I see It's then, you remind me You're always on my side Yeah That you love me completely That you're holdin' me tight (hmm) Sometimes I feel like it's me all alone I can't find a way out, there's no way to go Too much on my plate, I can't take it no more Should I give this all up, but it's all that I know All that I know, all that I know So much pain inside, but I can't let it show To the fan that I love 'em, I'm not coming home I'm not coming home, yeah What's up Jordan, it's your sister I hope you're watching down on us all We think of you often, we speak of you often Your nephew knows who you are And he listens to your music all the time, he loves it Talks about Uncle Jordan all the time He's a lot like you, actually I think about who you'd be today I know you would have did great things I hope you're proud of me, dude, I love you Yeah Days go by like planes in the sky Whether it was rain or it was shine We gon' make it in time Waste no time, had the patience it's fine These girls on my mind, just like Wayne in his prime Made mistakes, haven't made the best moves Showing how to be a real man to my nephew Depression, be a hard thing to get through But the first step, the only way to step to Every day an opportunity Don't take it as it's another day that you can get through Saving money like it needed to be rescued I hit the booth in a stress mood In the studio, like the only place I have for refuge Been checking on my mates just like chess moves Me against myself, my best feud The way to beat your enemy is turn 'em to your friend too Yeah, it's then, you remind me You're always by my side That you love me completely Sometimes I feel like it's me all alone I can't find a way out, there's no way to go Too much on my plate, I can't take it no more Should I give this all up, but it's all that I know All that I know So much pain inside, but I can't let it show Tell the fan that I love 'em, I'm not coming home I'm not coming home Yeah (Not coming home) Fear's all that's here (not coming home) It's then, you remind me You're always by my side