Crybxby

(Breathe) I can feel my youth slowly slippin' away I been thinkin' I don't really want that place anymore I should just pack up and go 'Cause every time I don't ('cause every time you don't) I get what I deserve (you get what you deserve) Why did I fight the tears? They were my best friend I wanted Paris, but all I found was a dead end, oh And I should let it go However hard I try I never get it I try to open up, they use it as a weapon, so I guess they'll never know King sized bed of self-doubt No, you won't make it out I made it all for you Pain will set you free Whatever hurts is true Remember when you gave up That was you controlling all your dangers All the world's a stage The men and women merely players I defy you, stars I defy you, stars I defy you, stars I defy you, stars Why did I fight the tears? They were my best friend I wanted Paris, but all I found was a dead end, oh And I should let it go However hard I try I never get it I try to open up, they use it as a weapon, so I guess they'll never know I defy you, stars The Eiffel tower in my mind falls to the ground The bits and pieces wash away without a sound I hardly have a choice, I'm all on my own now This is the way it has to be I will never be happy 'Cause I'm fully convinced it never works And believe me, I've tried Why did I believe you? I was so naive to I'll be right where you left me And now my heart is empty I put everything back together But it's bled out and dried I'm blind, you were see through Wish I didn't need to I've long lost all my innocence And you know that you did that shit So it says a lot How you just don't care at all Lately I been findin' it hard to pin the blame I'm thinkin' that it was all a big mistake 'Cause I might never do anything wrong And still catch a stray Now I've bent up my head So it's never again And my dreams are all dead Even if they looked me in the face I'd turn the other way Too afraid of the pain This is the way it has to be I will never be happy Cause I'm fully convinced it never works And believe me, I've tried Why did I believe you? I was so naive to I'll be right where you left me And now my heart is empty I put everything back together But it's bled out and dried I'm blind, you were see through Wish I didn't need to