Rest for the weak while the strong hold ground
(Fast life)
I pray you forget what you're worrying about
(JabariOnTheBeat)
Everything I'd been taught so far in this world just brought me scars
(Major, that's you?)
People don't know what you go through
'Til you in the ground or recovery wards
We all felt the pain
And I keep taking these shots
But I'm just getting grazed
This bottle full of blanks
How much more can I take? (I can't)
I can't really say (nuh-uh)
Sometimes blue skies take too long to come around
And I'm not that patient
Mama, I feel like I made it (okay)
But, mama, I think I'm dying
My tears burn hard in my eyes
'Cause liquor fall out of them when I'm crying
Maybe inside I'm angry, maybe inside I'm trying
Suffering just like reading
It's way more easy to do it in silence
Misery needs some company and I heard she's hiring
And I believe that the being I wanna be don't fit my environment
And I would die a martyr for my cause instead of folding
I heard the devil wears Prada
But really I dress in thrifted clothing
I called upon my faith but I think my prayer was left on holding
Still, I hold hope in this light and this warmth
Even though my soul is frozen now
I put my heart into people and they leave it broken now
I'm off this Henny and Coke and I'm getting emotional
I get the shakes and I'm sweating, I'm waking up soaking now
I feel like people gon' trade you for less than a quarter now, I swear
I take a shower to ground me and bleed out the dye in my orange hair
But everyone that's someone had some shit to go through
Then once you felt the strength inside, there's nothing you can't do
We all felt the pain
And I keep taking these shots
But I'm just getting grazed
This bottle full of blanks
How much more can I take?
I can't really say
Sometimes blue skies take too long to come around
And I'm not that patient
Swear I'm coughin' on this fuckin' beat, bruh, damn
I just gotta fix my shit
Alright
