Shame

Yeah I choose me I'm done with the shame and the hate Got bad habits that prove it Already put enough dirt on my plate Look at all these thoughts trynna fool me I spiral when I cannot hold on the weight Did I become my own bully? Put me down when I'm trying to elevate Took a plane tried to be optimistic Ran away but it just fed the guilt trip Podcast helpbooks unrealistic Can't just cover the bruises with new lipstick This survival thing aint for me Whoever I let down ain't for me No imposter not a wannabe Looks like we aint different like that you and me Come to me, care for me fight for me Open up your eyes now they caught in the shade Lie to me, kill for me pray for me I'm getting deaf & blind 'coz they put us to shame Stop stop Now make it drop drop No cap cap Caught in the shade Stop stop Now make it drop drop No cap cap Put us to shame Ive be doing this for too long, I'm done keeping it lowkey I know they see me grinding, get cheques and trophies Fighting my own battles ain't got time to impress nobody Trynna practice what I preach, manifest and embody Everybody trynna be an OG I'm just trynna pull through like I'm 4G Got my brain exploding boutta to OD Thank god my mind don't come in 4D 4D 4D 4D gotta make it before I turn forty Yeah shame and guilt are my forte Experimenting like I'm rick and morty Come to me, care for me fight for me Open up your eyes now they caught in the shade Lie to me, kill for me pray for me I'm getting deaf & blind 'coz they put us to shame Stop stop Now make it drop drop No cap cap Caught in the shade Stop stop Now make it drop drop No cap cap Put us to shame Fix it up before the time when everything's dark and we cross the line We're building up our own demise Light up your spark if you wanna shine Switch it up switch it up no pretext Owning up aint got to deflect No regrets, count my secrets Lock em up while my name's still on leaflets Plenty of things that iam ashamed of Adhd got my brain full like my mailbox Only human, I don't want no chaos When life hits it dont really take pay offs Come to me, care for me fight for me Open up your eyes now they caught in the shade Lie to me, kill for me pray for me I'm getting deaf & blind 'coz they put us to shame Stop stop Now make it drop drop No cap cap Caught in the shade Stop stop Now make it drop drop No cap cap Put us to shame Caught in the shade Put us to shame