Oh! I had it all wrong
I had to rearrange
The way I've been thinking
I've been judging myself
More than anyone else
I know the world's so cruel
And it don't need my help
I'm a fool, I played along
Know you know how it felt
Is it heaven? Is it hell?
Getting harder to tell
I'm in a room full of souls
And we're all so alone
I get home, I get high
If I'm lucky I get stoned
I get home, I get high
If I'm lucky I get stoned
If I'm lucky I'll remember what it is that keeps me going
Open up your phone
And tell me what you see
It's your own reality
Everybody there agrees
See the value in a person
Who you know is currency
You can learn to be version
Of yourself they want to see
That's a perfect recipe
For depression and defeat
Moving forward
Only for the sake of productivity
Deconstructing my identity
For opportunities
Just to pop up in your feed
Be the first thing you see
Like good morning
Good morning to you
Oh I hurt myself
I know you know how it felt
I know the worlds so cruel
And it don't need my help
I'm a fool, I played along
Just like everyone else
But I'm trying everyday
Now I'm looking for help
I'm in a room full of souls
And we're all so alone
I get home, I get high
If I'm lucky I get stoned
I get home, I get high
If I'm lucky I get stoned
If I'm lucky I'll remember what it is that keeps me going
You make a face
Seen a photo of you make as a child
Tried to leave home
Thought the day would never come
Stuck in time
I was in 1st grade asking what's the point?
Couldn't get a reply
Now I hear the song
That my mother used to sing every night
I will love you still
Some things change but this won't
I always will
I will love you still
Some things change but this won't
I always will
