Dedicated to Tar Feather (feat. Anjimile)

I never thought this gift would make me feel bad It seems the weight of this crown Has now driven king mad So he sits up in his castle With the door to his back Ripping gold flickering flesh Off his finger pads Humming I just wanna touch again Wish the feeling remained Wasted this life rapping Hope it all wasn't in vain I take a walk through the garden Flowers don't know my name But they still listen I think I like it like that A shakey hand sweeps the table of the crumbs While a lil boy hopes some day he'll get closer to the ones That set off explosive tongues Saw one get killed last summer He lift his head Butterflies escaped his mouth From out his lungs Journal entries from when the heat had us buzzing Found out one boy was super human The other simply wasn't One more hug Promise, then I'll leave you alone This life was fun for a minute But it never was home To talk to you, I listen more To talk to you, I kiss the floor On god, on gold On god, on gold On god, on gold I feel ya kiss Feel the way you moving now Wipe feet 'fore you step in mama's house On god, on gold On god, on gold On god, on gold I feel your kiss Ya shoes was hard to keep the size filled And recently, my only dream is that a nigga die real Coop clipping up the clouds Me and my homie ride still Fade that boy outside Then fader go and ask me how I feel Trembles but his foot point left and right He wit that racket Fighting comes a second nature Tearing up is automatic Heels lifting off the ground, eyes wide from the sight Grabbed my face Said we can live forever, if we die tonight fuck What I learned from grandma's closet or a coffin They saw my on my bike and remembered it for when they walking Toni said I didn't fall in love I was raised in it If that's true Why I got that text I wasn't phased wit it Aw man Another one, so damn tragic Shoulder tap Staring off while the music's cinematic Who knew a plan that made me and my niggas so ecstatic Would make my mama make his mama turn us both nomadic If only for the night