Chemical Bonds

I love you, and I probably always will I feel like, like I'm hanging on to the two of us for you Not for me I swear that we were meant for this young and drunken menaces Tryna turn the page on us but we've been stuck in Genesis So promise you'll remember me unblemished when you reminisce Write it then delete it when I'm typing out your messages All is fair in love and war nothing they could judge us for Nothing they could ever say to make us want each other more But tell me can you blame me when I wonder if that's real or not If these words between us carry weight beyond the pillow talk Okay I get it now It hurts to hear the facts The only magic in between us is a disappearing act It's only damage that I'm seeing so it's worse to get attached It's the end of us, so be it Imma need my sweaters back We go days without having a meaningful conversation And I used to miss you so much when that happened But it never seemed like you missed me I feel like what we have is just like Molly at a festival I think it's wearing off, I guess our bond was only chemical And now we pay the cost, falling off each other's pedestals I hope you landed soft cause it was hard enough to let it go We good now, just in case you're not sure I miss you riding shotgun and passing you the aux cord Lately I'm forgetting all the reasons that we stopped for Already ran it back, I had to leave before the encore And I wonder if the story ever changes when you telling it You turn the coldest shoulder to me, take me out my element Boxing up our history, then handle like it's delicate I put that in my closet with my hoodies and my skeletons