December 23rd

Recording this, so, just letting you know Let's go Why won't he come out? I would like to talk to him He's just gonna fucking lie to me for a month Call him and tell him to come out I just wanna talk to him, I'm not gonna do anything I just want him to look at me in the eyes like a fucking man And apologize for lying to me, that's all I want You made me feel like a fucking idiot So, you, so you were gonna lie about it? That's just insane, just- -In my face, you fucked on my tour, that is insane! God, it feels so good to finally know But I hate that I had to find out the way I did! I feel like an insane boyfriend Because I suspected that you were fucking him by the way you Look at him, and I was right! Tell him to come down and help you Tell him, I wanna talk to him Talk to me like a fucking man, I don't- Just talk to me like a man, look me in my eyes A friend of six years? You made me feel like an idiot for a whole tour! Wondering if there was anything going on with you two Cause I saw it in your fucking eyes, and you lied, and you lied, and- I had this dude in my house, I flew him out Now, he's in there fucking my girlfriend! My ex-girlfriend (Sup dude) I looked you in the fucking eyes and cried to you in the hotel room (I know) And I flew you out in my fucking house Oh, so it changed later? Changes six fucking days later? What do-? Ooh, what do you mean?! Now look! Do you understand why I was acting the way I was acting?! Do you see now?! You wouldn't tell me the truth And I 100% knew and it was eating me alive! Do not care, if you guys had something going on I just wanted to know the truth! I looked you in the eyes and cried, I gave you a hug and said- From what I saw from my house up until the morning Y'all fucked or whatever There was no just, switch, there's things that lead up to it -Kidding me? Jesus fuck man, like It's whatever, and, and the thing is I'm not mad at you guys I just wanted to know- I- I did plan on, like helping you out financially And being there for you I was gonna send you like random thousand dollars occasionally Just to be there, fucking, help you out with whatever you need Now I, now I'm just done Feeling insane for even like suggesting Maybe there is something going on The way you guys look at each other, the way you- Getting gaslighted that entire time And y'all wanted me on the, you wanted me on the van! Listening to you guys giggle and have the time of your life While I'm up there like "What the fuck is going on?" It's just uhh, insane man, just, God, man Flew you out to my house, six years Gave you a thousand dollars to quit your job By the way let's talk in your shout car Yeah, woulda rather- I would've rather found out by you telling me Instead of finding out- I feel so much better now though, God! That month of just wondering, eating me alive Not eating, just thinking that you two are like fucking or something Now I'm like I know, I feel so- I can live now dude, I'm so fucking happy, God! I hate the way I found out It's whatever dude Yeah but, I mean I had a suspicion I was being lied to So, of course, I had to find out some way Nobody else was gonna tell me But yeah, umm We're never gonna- Y'know, guess we'll never see each other again Even then, 'kay? I'm just gonna go now Y'all two? I'm happy for you, do what you want! Have a good life! I'll see you guys