My Own Worst Enemy 2

Can we forget about the contradiction No way to kick me out the house There aren't enough windows to fall out of Not enough room to let me down I can see from my bedroom Where the light can pull through Put the rest on my card Then throw me on the clock and tell me what I have to do Somebody tried to show the right way I thought it was gonna be easy to see Spending locations like currency Never really quite occurred to me What's bringing me down To your house To your part of town Your ghost on re-runs It's another great day to hold my head down I'm scared to call you I'm not sure what I'm supposed to do I can't see, I can't see My own face staring back at me (The mirror's overwhelming) I can't see, I can't see My own shape running towards me (There is no fight left in me) I can't see, I can't see My own shape running away (Can't even meet for coffee) I can see, I can see The pale screen laughing right at me I think it tries to tell me There is no dream inside me My vice is better than yours It's a cushion I built myself My back put into it What's yours Probably something dumb I'll go first, I'm the worst Living in a hypocrite You used to calm me And drive me around Was it something I said in a hospital bed Hanging out last week downtown Was it something I did When I was a kid Still fun to be around Taking pictures of all these days put down I can't see, I can't see My own face staring back at me (The mirror's overwhelming) I can't see, I can't see My own shape running towards me (There is no fight left in me) I can't see, I can't see My own shape running away (Can't even meet for coffee) I can see, I can see The pale screen laughing right at me I think it tries to tell me Im watching too much TV