Control

I've always been in control I need to learn to let go I know control is an illusion Man I guess that's why we proving to ourselves We can destroy it if we want I know the hardest battles fought ain't for ourselves They for people that we love In control of what we want My own This illusion that i'm living in is my home My home This illusion that i'm living in is my own My own This illusion that i'm living in is my home My home I've always been in control I need to learn to let go I've started I've started I've started I've started I've started I've started I'm not addicted but I like to give it power I fucking hate myself every time I breathe in the smoke I'm on a mission to discover what i'm made of Every time I build it up I bring it down with a toke This illusion that I've made on my own This the battle that I fight on my own This illusion that I've made my home Breaking out of it's losing control I've always been in control I need to learn to let go I've started I've started I've started Losing control I've started I've started I've started Losing control Control Control Control