Constant State of Dying

Constant state of dying Voices getting violent I can hear the siren 6 AM Sit here in silence Out here die trying 9 to 5 What a life Another day arise New disguise Face smiling Inside slowly dying Slow suicide When's the perfect timing? Blinded by money and fame Uninstall this game Take away the pain Beautiful black rain Cleanse my sorrows away Tired of the wait Constant state of dying Constant state of dying Constant state of dying If you ask how I'm doing Just know that I'm lying Went the wrong way Life's an intersection Learned my lesson Who keeps intercepting? Die in the present Live in the future Painful adolescence Peaceful sleep a blessing Phone on dnd no message Dreadful presence Telling me I'm worthless Its depressive Evil mind Jobs a dead end They are best friends Impostor wants to be me Guess we shake hands Life a buffet of misery I don't want seconds Constant state of dying Constant state of dying Constant state of dying If you ask how I'm doing Just know that I'm lying Constant state of crying Constant state of crying Constant state of crying If you ask how I'm doing Just know that I'm dying