Look Back on Life

I come from a family of alcoholics addicts and addiction Things get hot up in attic My depression cause me panic Like I'm walking in dark ally's in the night Feeling alone in the cold trying to get family right Trying fight my momma trying to hide problems not trying to solve them My father trying battle cancer It's a like circle I can't revolve it I don't know how to call it I watched my brother trying to ball fell into drugs Lost in the jungle streets with the thugs Lost souls many as they come may they live Give them love It doesn't matter what they say Don't matter what they do I can't get through to you (Through to you) I feel ya pain let it rain I don't want to lose you (Loose you) Look back on ya life Get it back get right (Get right) It doesn't matter what I say It doesn't matter what to do Many of y'all don't know or have clue I'm trying to speak to you We living in dark times trying to survive Throw are ways from lies That we hear and see from these politicians Have a open my mind know your composition Many of us pray through religion Battling with family on drug addiction mind gone on a endless mission Deep like incisions life and death decisions Or locked up in prison That's where they want to see us Keep the family depressed daddy gone momma had to take that step up In God that we trust hold your head up It doesn't matter what they say Don't matter what they do I can't get through to you (Through to you) I feel ya pain let it rain I don't want to lose you (Loose you) Look back on ya life Get it back get right (Get right) It doesn't matter what I say It doesn't matter what to do