I'll do anything I can to stay positive, but...
If I'm being honest... Sometimes...
Feeling like I wanna die
Almost every single fucking night
Without her right by my side
Ok let's go-
Feel like I wanna die
Every single fucking night
Without her right by my side
Rivers of my eyes run dry
Feel like I wanna commit suicide
So cliche', bitch I know right?
I just wanna heal, I just wanna grow,
but I don't know how to let go
Fuck this shit I'm out
Roll up a pound and ascend to the clouds
Hide my pain behind my smile like a clown
Just joking around (I'm joking)
Feel like I'm choking, drown
In my emotions
Six feet down in the ground
Hiding my frown, heart is frozen
Mind on the grind and I feel like I'm chosen now
Chosen for the sadness
Withdrawals from a bad bitch
Shadows in my room I'm haunted
Chosen for the sadness
Withdrawals from a bad bitch
Shadows in my room I'm haunted
I'm haunted, I'm haunted
Why do I still want it?
She right here beside me
I can hear her crying
In my head when I try to go to bed
I'm with torment, my head filled with torment
Wanna die sometimes
When I think of her in the bathroom
Slamming her head on the bath tub
I don't know how to save her
From herself
I see your hell
I wanna pull you out, but instead you cut me out
and you cut me down
so I'm feeling down
Now I'm feeling so low
Feel like imma drown
Drown
Don't know how to let go
and it anchors me down to the bottom alone in my soul
