The Train

Feeling so depressed mixed with anxious 'Bout to start my art so patience Down bad below all the angels The bone and heart's where my aches is Spinning around on this axis Feeling burnout like some ashes I just wanna feel passion again I wanna get off this train ahead Stop my train of thought before I wind up dead Feeling like I got to find my mind Writin' my thoughts with a pen and pad These are the observations I find I got somethin' to get off my chest It's my heart, my soul, and my ribs I'm feeling hot in hell instead Telling all my friends we'll meet again Help me get off the train ahead, the train ahead Help me get off the train ahead, the train ahead Help me get off the train ahead, help me ease the pain on my mind This life is brutal, I guess I'm still looking for a sign When did the world get egregious Feeling oppressed for seasons Gotta move on for reasons I follow my heart it's pieces Want to stitch it back up together Just want to stay in the Four Seasons Some people want to live forever Some people want to stay cheesing I'm cutting them ties that were tethered I'm tired of people pleasing I'm wearing them Tuscan leathers Yo girl was lick lick teasing I'm scratching these (scratch) records The trigger I'm (gun noises) squeezing The clock is (tick tick) turning The train is (train noise) leaving Help me get off the train ahead, the train ahead Help me get off the train ahead, the train ahead Help me get off the train ahead, help me ease the pain on my mind This life is brutal, I guess I'm still looking for a sign Wishing my voice sound better I'm hoping for so much cheddar I wish my bars were more clever On stage my face turns redder Mistakes, I made a thousand I hurt the people I'm down with I wanna get back to breaking bread So help me get off the train ahead