Hard2describe (feat. Juno)

I just get mad at me 10 thousand hours of regret I do it masterfully I'm overloaded but I'm drained Just like a battery And all my problems They get worse at night like after three Man I hate this feeling It's hard to describe Living in a box No one can see me like a mime Nothing I do is good enough I'm never satisfied And the more I think about it Then the less I wanna try Man I hate wading Lost in the ocean with no one to save me Try to paint a picture but I'm too nice so no shading All give and no take so My magic is fading Tried to build a bridge But my legs were shaking I'm so scared of Shit that isn't there It's getting hard to handle But I can't pretend We're just friends It doesn't make sense For me to be your man though Like can we just be honest Do you really expect me to solve this I've been up all night I'm nauseous It's never gonna work out I called it She feels so unseen Dropped out of school Low self esteem Taking different kinda pills all for the dopamine She's been waiting all her life to take it out on me Man I hate this feeling It's hard to describe Living in a box No one can see me like a mime Nothing I do is good enough I'm never satisfied And the more I think about it Then the less I wanna try Man I hate wading Lost in the ocean with no one to save me Try to paint a picture but I'm too nice so no shading All give and no take so My magic is fading Tried to build a bridge But my legs were shaking I guess this is all that's left of me Hate to admit it I got jealousy Cause I don't really have a legacy I probably need therapy This feeling is too hard to describe Living in a box No one sees you like a mime That's why I'm always late when I arrive The more I think about it then the less I wanna Try