Redshirt Prelude

Shout out Jay Shout out West He gon hear this shit one day for sure Look I guess we getting to the age where engagements mostly relational Committed to the team from the sideline it look probational That could never be me, ten years deep might reconsider What if the bitch get cold feet You see that's what make me shiver And what if she leave the Earth before me Be sure to cry a river, but if it's me, prematurely I need a drought man don't go bow your head Ain't seen my death yet but I've seen most things Like a bitch who ain't been fed yet mostly how I approach things I need a muzzle, sometimes I'm a little confused How you expect to piece those measly efforts together Got me a little puzzled, pouring liquor for the fallen souls Go watch that guzzle still ain't wed yet Don't need your flowers now Or when I'm lying on my death bed I call this my death in matrimony On one knee that's for the game See the feeling growing on me Five star camps up in Glendale Really thought I'd go to college stateside I was ambitious, told my dukes I would attend Yale but I didn't fulfill that promise, I wasn't close But if I'm honest I went to hell and back to find my true purpose I never sent no tapes for no scholarships But now I'm here for the full-ride Every tape right on the bullseye And they ask me bout this music shit I know deep down they wanna know why I do this shit By the way they purse their lips can tell they're judging me Would you judge if I said this my rehab my recovery Been friends for ten years plus Like why you niggas begrudging me Tell her that I rap now she cringing She playing everything but me up in the whip got me winging Realistically like I don't need your support nor a mention Just don't impose upon my honour Bachelor no but was a scholar Left that bitch and popped my collar yeah '22 that was my Redshirt season This right here is my deliverance Deliver me from evil only brilliance Replace all my impatience with resilience yeah One more thing man, look Before I go I'll say this, see this historic shit Stumbling on this like digging up fossils, generational Love for my parents that shits colossal If I lost you one thing for certain that's Life ain't gon be the same That's why your name will remain forever Mistakes I made know I blame you never My brothers here cause we was raised together That's why this here it'll reign forever This right here this'll rain forever man Yours sincerely Cam