Baby Steps (I Don't Cry)

Well you've been gone for months now And it's my senior year Your school's in my email saying "you belong here" I don't hesitate once before clicking delete This is the only choice in my life that's easy And I try not to think about anything too long I haven't been dwelling on all that went wrong My stomach don't drop when I hear that song I finally think that I've been moving on You didn't love me, and you know that's alright And God, oh I loved you But it wasn't my time I went through every phase, it gave me bluer eyes Slowly made ready for my life to be mine You don't remember half of July So I'll force it forgotten, you're not a part of my life I take a win where I can Even took a six-month goodbye But I can finally say Now I don't cry I don't think anymore I trade my personality To be a little more like the girl you've been loving after me I pack the photos in the ex-boyfriend box under the bed It's hard to come to terms, but I've started to accept And I kept my composure, wrote you a thousand songs But I finally think that I've been moving on You didn't love me, and you know that's alright And God, oh I loved you But it wasn't my time I went through every phase, it gave me bluer eyes Slowly made ready for my life to be mine Barely made it through any day past July I hated knowing that you're not a part of my life Spent six months lying, lying that I'm fine But I can finally say Now I don't lie I take a win where I can, and it took six months to try But I can finally say I don't cry