Those Words You Don't Mean

Some days your caught in the dark Running around with no direction Don't even know where to start Or what you want 8000 ideas Spinning around you don't know which way is up or down Trying to hard There's a subplot for every turn Losing control Pushing away, all the things you hold Dear to your heart Rebuilding it smaller than before You say those words you don't mean Some days you conquer the fear Shaking the ground so sure that you'll never come down High on a thought, impulsive Avoiding the war in your head But you're scared to get out of it 8000 ideas Screaming No sound You don't know what's Real or in denial Trying to hard There's a subplot for every turn Losing control Pushing away, all the things you hold Dear to your heart Rebuilding it smaller than before You say those words you don't mean Is it just me in myself again? Am I crazy to think I wanted more? Are these overwhelming feelings inescapable? Am I losing it all I was trying to hard There's a subplot for every turn Losing control Pushing away, all the things you hold Dear to your heart Rebuilding it smaller than before You say those words you don't mean I was trying to hard There's a subplot for every turn Losing control Pushing away, all the things you hold Dear to your heart Rebuilding it smaller than before You say those words you don't mean Those words you don't mean Those words you don't mean