On My Own

Sometimes when I'm by myself at night I feel so alone No one up at home and no one hit my phone I find the comfort in myself all on my own I've been ballin on my own I've been ballin on my own Feel like I'm thinking again I've been sinking again I've been drinking again No gas in my tank I feel empty I feel so fake Running on E I feel like I should go home To where the trees are greener Where that I can feel it I wish that I could see it Within all my reason Guess it's better when you make it out Grass is greener without a doubt I'll get there, that's what I tell myself Sometimes when I'm by myself at night I feel so alone No one up at home and no one hit my phone I find the comfort in myself all on my own I've been ballin on my own I've been ballin on my own Sometimes when I'm by myself at night I feel so alone No one up at home and no one hit my phone I find the comfort in myself all on my own I've been ballin on my own I've been ballin on my own Condemned to it Because I'm padded in, I put a pen to it With these words I can't say Psalms I can't preach Singularity, always gets to me And I've grown enough to know a home is not just a place I'm leaving It's a state of being Hold up lemme mediate Homie let it resonate Time and time again Tired of losing my silent mind again What I'm tryna find is like a diamond hiding inside of my defense So I mine and mine again Keep searching Keep going Said imma keep buying time until its my demise Or my retirement Sometimes when I'm by myself at night I feel so alone No one up at home and no one hit my phone I find the comfort in myself all on my own I've been ballin on my own I've been ballin on my own Sometimes when I'm by myself at night I feel so alone No one up at home and no one hit my phone I find the comfort in myself all on my own I've been ballin on my own I've been ballin on my own