Lost Its Allure

I came here bright eyed And bushy tailed The whole world to my avail Could see my name in shining lights Blessed and highly favored The sky was cotton candy flavored But that was back when the dream was mine Sometimes I wish I was still asleep So I don't have to see the truth Standing right in front of me Like when God takes your best friend And they say it's just a lesson, I think What the hell am I destined for? Feels like this life of mine has lost its allure I thought I Wanted everyone to know my name, but I think I'm better off unknown Don't wanna explain The constraints Of heartbreak since you went away but I still put it in my songs Somehow it all still feels wrong Sometimes I wish I was still asleep So I don't have to see the truth Standing right in front of me Like when God takes your best friend And they say it's just a lesson, I think What the hell am I destined for? Feels like this life of mine has lost its allure I've got No more tears to cry out No more fears to find out Looking for the lighthouse and my doubt Takes over Darkness creepin' closer Someone give me closure Someone give me closure Sometimes I wish I was still asleep So I don't have to see the truth That's standing right in front of me Like when God takes your best friend And they say it's just a lesson, I think What the hell am I destined for? Feels like this life of mine has lost its allure