That Night

I just wanted to feel something I thought I had lost long ago In dark times I'd always run To a paint brush or a gun Maybe I thought Nothing worse than numbness Maybe I thought At least I wouldn't be alone But that night the roof looked so appealing When he called my name I knew I had to put on a show And put on my happy face Have you ever wanted to run Have you ever wanted to crawl outside your body Have you ever wanted to Be someone else or anything other than you Cuz that night I did That night I did