Despite Your Thoughts, I'm Okay

Wakin up with the cuts and all the slashes on my face From the words that youve been sayin, theyve been addin to the pain Wakin up feelin nuts and i got nothin left to say From the shit that youve been sayin just to posion all my brain Coursing through my veins new this shit would never last Youve been tryna fix a problem that was burried in the past What you want, why you wait? what you did was a mistake All this time that weve been spendin just to wipe it all away Wipe it all away i aint got a lot left Writing all day, get it all off my chest Feel like my name, in the dark no stress Ive been tryna maintain, i-- Feel like my name in my life is a lie Feel like im fightin and tryna survive Feel like im fighting my brain and my mind Feel like im battling me all the time, yuh Never know what to do but start Never know why im torn apart Tryna rebuild and fix my heart Tryna rebuild and start a spark Fighting off from the voice ima make it out the dark See a spark, and a light, ive been addin to the fire Yeah im talkin bout my vision, ima, move higher Yeah im striving and workin, i cant, be tired Wakin up with the cuts and all the slashes on my face From the words that youve been sayin, theyve been addin to the pain Wakin up feelin nuts and i got nothin left to say From the shit that youve been sayin just to posion all my brain Coursing through my veins new this shit would never last Youve been tryna fix a problem that was burried in the past What you want, why you wait? what you did was a mistake All this shit that weve been spendin just to wipe it all away Wipe it all away i aint got a lot left Writing all day, get it all off my chest Feel like my name, in the dark no stress Ive been tryna maintain, i aint livin my best