I'm gonna be honest with you
I will tell no lies but listen closely
I'm only gonna say this once to you
(But what about twice)
How do you define being cruel
Tell me what you think if I mention sadness
The kind that never leaves and gnawes at you in silence?
How come I was young
But felt like I was stepping into my grave slowly but surely
The black inside my head came creeping out to destroy me slowly
My brain got dissected and I thought
I would get better but I'm worse I'm just worse
Obsessed with obsessions then I compulse into darkness
I've just burned at stake the last of my good chemicals
I'm a Satan's whore I'm good for nothing
My mind moves in broken dark patterns
Bleak mystique I'm contemplating death? His grief
I've been on broken dark patterns
Since age fifteen
I've just kind of been hoping that it would do its thing
And fix itself it won't go away it won't go away
I'm a broken dark pattern that won't fix itself
Just a broken dark pattern that won't fix itself
Ashamed to admit
But nothing ever really helped
(Nothing ever really helped)
Don't think you're more than me
I'm still sexy if I'm sad
Damn that's right
I'm gonna face it - medicate it
I'm gonna be just fine
(Gonna be fine)
I'm gonna be alright
But you'll always be an ugly soul
Yeah that's right
Damn that's right
Yeah that's right
That is right
