Letter 2 My Dad (Song Cry)

Dad, I know you're at peace now I just wish I got to say goodbye I know you're at peace now But I just want to know why I know you're at peace now And you don't want me to cry Sleepless nights take a toll on me Reminiscing about our times I was angry at first And found myself questioning God But I'm starting to get it now I have a lot of the same traits as you and God put you here to save me and my future Dad, if it weren't for you, I wouldn't have made it this far already I promise to make you proud Dad, give me the strength My last conversation with you on the phone I told you to trust me, Dad I got this You don't have to worry about me And it finally seemed like you took my word for it I ain't gon' lie, I haven't seen you in a good minute And while I write this song, I swear to God, I feel your spirit Nobody know how you feel Tired of feeling lonely, so you took pills Nobody know how you feel Nobody know Nobody know how you feel Na, na, na I be crying cause I missed your calls But I feel it too Hoping I won't lose my cool Usually I'd pop a pill, but I know you'd disapprove Man, I gotta keep it real I think it's time I tell the truth If it wasn't for you, Dad, I swear to God that I'd be doomed Feel like I ain't see you in ages Scored my first touchdown, ninth grade, and I remember your faces You know that you were my idol I was trying to be like you I'm looking for my Bible Just tell me what to flip it to Na, na, na, na Gotta let this song cry Know you looking down on me till my time I gotta let his song cry Tryna understand I look up and ask God why? When I wake up in the morning, it don't feel real And I'm tired of people telling me I will heal Real deal, faking like they love you Revealed, please yield Pops done taught me how to steer wheels I will kill Pop an opp, you know I still will Big bills Wanted you to see me touch a hundred mil Real spill Upset you'll never get to see me marry shorty How you gon' leave me when you in your forties I ain't gon' lie I haven't seen you in a good minute And while I write this song, I swear to God I feel your spirit Nobody know how you feel Tired of feeling lonely, so you took pills Nobody know how you feel Nobody know Nobody know how you feel Na, na, na I be crying cause I missed your calls And I feel it too Na, na, na, na Gotta let this song cry Know you looking down on me till my time I gotta let his song cry Gotta let his song cry Gotta let his song cry Tryna understand I look up and ask God why? I miss you, 21, for real And please, please, start my future son on some football drills While he's up there with you I need him to be ready by the time he here with me on Earth Love, June A.K.A. Junie B A.K.A. John Bones A.K.A. June Buggg You get the point