Mind Rot

You can't speak on me You don't know me My heart black and blue Cause love phony Life ain't black and white Like Ginobili I'll be up 'for I crash out I been off the drugs And I ain't stopping Shawty wanna love me But I'm locked in Love ain't worth the hype Like Obi Toppin Nowadays my heart is wrapped in caution tape Wear my smile Inside upside down Cause I hate my life Like I hate my town I be up all night Tryna make it out Til my mind go rot And my lungs give out A-L-O-N-E That's what I'll be Until the end I'll be a loner Til I fucking succeed My family tree growing with liquor Burning fentynal leaves Which pill gon kill me quicker Blue or red like Keanu Reeves I'm waking up I'm losing sleep Keep having fucked up dreams Think I found the remedy I gotta let my demons breathe There's no more hope for me My gas tank stuck on E My tendency be suicidal So move cautiously You can't speak on me You don't know me My heart black and blue Cause love phony Life ain't black and white Like Ginobili I'll be up 'for I crash out I been off the drugs And I ain't stopping Shawty wanna love me But I'm locked in Love ain't worth the hype Like Obi Toppin Nowadays my heart is wrapped in caution tape Wear my smile Inside upside down Cause I hate my life Like I hate my town I be up all night Tryna make it out Til my mind go rot And my lungs give out